Day from Hello!!!!!

Dawns Life


Well today has been the day....It didn't get started right at all...lets see at 0330 Aaron woke up and wouldn't go back to sleep..so we finally put him in bed with us so we could atleast go back to sleep. Then he decided to get up at 0715 when daddy was getting ready to go to work...needless to say I didn't want to get up then but had no choice! Well then all the rest of the day he cried..I think hes teething again or just wanted to be a pain in mommies rear end today..either one was enjoyable!!! Finally daddy came home for lunch and I got a few minutes to relax and not hear crying. This poor baby would cry if I was holding him and he would cry if I put him down either way I couldn't win for the life of me. Well daddy gave baby lunch today and then put him down for his normal nap. I finally have peace and quiet in the house needless to say that didn't last but an hour. He was still very moody when he woke up but I was in better shape to handle it this time since I had a break aswell. Well at 1400 we went to play group...once a week a bunch of the ladies I know that have kids all get together so the kids can play..it was nice to get out of the house and Aaron had a fun time aswell...he got to play in the pool and play with the kids so he was happy. Daddy came home at 1600 like normal...thank god!!! Its been a long and tiring day for us all...Aaron went to sleep early tonight..please pray he doesn't wake up at the crack of dawn tomorrow. I don't think I could handle it. Adam has been great he knows that Aaron is taking alot out of me right now and I just don't have the energy to do much of anything. I feel very ran down and I just don't care if my house or anything gets done anymore. I know I need to clean the house but why? I can clean it and then the next minute Aaron had something dumped on the floor or his toys are thrown all over..I just can't keep my house tidy the way its supposed to be..so I just give up and then I don't care about any of the house...shoot I can't even get laundry done...I can get it in the washer but then it stays there for a few days and then I end up having to rewash them again because they have sat to long. Why can't I just get the hang of being a mom and a housewife? Why does it have to be so hard? I know many moms have done it before me so why is it so hard for me? I don't understand..I used to keep my house spotless..shoot you used to be able to eat off my floors...now sure you can eat off my floors but who knows how long that food hads been there! I'm just so tired of picking up something and then 10 minutes later its a mess again. I know that comes with having a kid but geeze there has to come a time when it stays cleaner longer than 10 minutes or so and please don't say yeah when there napping...lol I guess I just need to find a happy medium for myself and go with the flow. Well enough ramble for the night..I'm heading to bed...nighty night!