my crazy life

Well here I am again talking about my crazy life here in beautiful Fallon Nevada...LOL made you laugh huh? Ok admit it you wanted to laugh right? Well somedays all I can do is laugh at my life here in Fallon Nevada. To be honest this isn't the best place in the world to live but its not the worst either. Yesterday Connie and I did the farmers market again.. it keeps getting better and better every week...can you tell i'm joking???? We decided not to do anymore..we are done..it cost us more money to sit down there on our butts then anything else. We did manage to get a few showsout of it now lets just hope the shows are good. Today Aaron was a happy camper his molers are coming in and I can tell they hurt him so much. But hes a trooper and he only cries every now and then. Other than that nothing else is going on in my life. I'm looking forward to our vacation coming up here on the 29th. I'm not looking forward to my baby turning 1 though..hes my baby and that means hes getting older and won't need his momma that much anymore. But i'll always need him...hes trying to walk more and more hes just so cute...we try to let go of him so he can walk on his own but he catches on to daddy and me real quick...he is alot smarter than we are at times...lol but hey thats ok I always wanted him to be smarter than I am. Oh yeah one other thing...I'm still working on my diet..I started out on March 25th at 425 pounds and here I am on Aug 17 at 383..thats 42 in less than 5 months...I'm so excited!!!! My goal was to be at 380 by Aarons birthday and it looks like I might just make it there after all...I've been stuck at 387 for about 3 weeks now...ever since all this happened with Adam..I got depressed and I went and got alot of my comfort foods and just ate like ther was no tomorrow..but the great thing was I stayed my weight I didn't gain any..so now i'm back to working on my diet the best I can..I still have some ups and downs but thats ok I'm trying to do whats best for me and my family. Plus if I deprive myself right now of the things I want I will just want them more and fall off my diet completely and then my attitude will be bad and then Adam and I will be back to square one with me thinking i'm in charge all the time..so right now I'm trying to do everything right and thats all that matters and in the process I'm loosing weight slowly but surely. So once I hit that goal I will start reaching for a new one. My next goal will be 375! I'm hoping to be around 300 my next March if everything goes right! But i'm just taking one day at a time and we will see where that takes us. Well i'm heading to bed right now...Dawn

Lazy Monday

Dawns Life
Well its lazy Monday..poor Aaron isn't feeling to hot..I think his mouth is bothering him again! Today is going good..nothing to big...this weekend had its ups and downs but Adam and I made it through them like troopers...lol We still have some rough edges to work out but it will all come in time..I'm trying to be alot more understanding and open and not so bossy or pushy, and for anyone who knows me this is very hard for me, but I'm trying my hardest to do whats right for our family. Some day I might get it right but until then I just have to try my hardest to get it right.