Dawns Life
Well reading Adams post on his blog got me thinking about how much I dream...I'm always in dream land! I dream everyday what our life is going to be like when Adam gets out of the Navy, I dream about what Aaron is going to be like when he gets older, I dream about my grandkids...see i'm always dreaming about what my life will be like when i'm older. Sure I live for the day but I also what to know what my future holds in store for me. I've always wanted to go to a psychic but everyone always laughed at me....Adam teases me..I go to this one site on the web and it tells you how old you will be when you die, I'm not sure how much I believe it but I do keep it in mind what it tells me. Is there anything really wrong with being a dreamer? Do I dream to much about what life has in store? Do I try to plan to much because I want my life to end out the way I've dream it would be? Adam says I plan way to much, but I like being a planner...I like to know whats going to happen next. I like having a schedule...but is that wrong either? I guess I have alot of questions that I need to answer for myself aswell. I guess I expect to much out of life and should just let the cards lay where they are dealt.
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
why is it when I think things are going good..something always comes and screws it up???? Adam had to go to San Diego today for training..so he left this morning at 0430....things are really tight for us right now since we are getting ready to leave on Monday..so this little trip to SD isn't something I was happy about...you see the navy sends you to a place and you spend your money and then they re-emburse you in 5-10 days..well needless to say Adam is having o spend our trip money for his trip to SD and sure they will pay us back but it will be AFTER we are supposed to be in Pueblo!!!!!!! I thought he only needed food money so atleast it was only $20 out of our fund..well now he just calls me and tells me he had to pay for the rental car!!!!!!!!! I was like WTF..man I didn't need to hear that right now. He didn't know he had to pay for his rental car..I really wish someone would have told him that then I would have been prepared....so now who knows if we will leave on time...this money was to be used to book a hotel room...either we leave on time and sleep in the car or we just wait til the 31st (payday)to leave...this is not making me happy at all...errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Sunday, August 21, 2005
My baby is turning 1!!!
Well in 2 weeks my baby is turning 1..I can't believe it...hes becoming such a little man..I just love him oh so much...his molers are coming in..today his bottom left one came through..hes been such a trooper...I love this little guy so much..I can't believe hes really mine still and no one has come and taken him away from us yet...lol Adam and I used to say that when he was first born...we were waiting on someone to come take him away from us at the hospital..it was like he really wasn't ours...I'm so glad no one took him away from us...sure we might not be the best parents at times and sure theres alot we don't know but thank god Adam had his baby mannual or we would have never gotten through the first 8 months....lol That book has saved us many of times...lol yeah I have to tease Adam about his book because he read it faithfully while I was pregnant and the first 8 month of Aarons life....Adam swears every baby should come with a mannual like this...lol
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